depressing results .

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depressing results ... what to do ? i have to accept it , even if i don't like it . it's not like its the end of the world right ?

it's better to look ahead to prepare than to look back and regret .

so unless the results are moderated by alot . i think that like 1/4 of the cohort fail in each subject . exceptional for easy ones . for me , i would rather they moderate my maths . selina , if not , let's see each other next year ..

i'm like deranged , i'm sick , i'm mentally upset . my body isn't functioning well . sleep deprived , nutrients deprived . oops , not to forget fibre deprived . ahahas . i already can estimate roughly my life . my guess : i'll be taking poly courses . 3E5 , i wonder if i can cook up a storm ? saw furniture ? not the least bit . i can't cook , don't know how to use the machines . seriously . i wish i can cook . .__.

if i have a chance to go 3E1 -3E4 , i promise to do better for my subjects , esp maths . pleaseeee ?

i was stunned when i saw my 'beautiful marks' for maths p1 . i swear i was practically crying and laughing at the same time . ms huang even asked me if i was ok and told me tht i really needed tuition . okays , i wasn't th least sad . but kind of disappointed and shocked .

SA2 results ._. keep your fingers crossed for th worst .

english -62% B4

why no vocab cloze or spelling ...!?! 2 marks deducted for misunderstanding compo qns . RegretS not Regret .

chinese - 69.1 % B3

my chinese sucks big time . 40.5/70 for paper 2 uhs . mdmlian was lenient for paper 1 wise .

Maths -39 % F9

9/40 Paper 1 paper 2 33/60 i panicked like hell for paper1 . flipping th pages like crazy but knew no shit about the answers . ms lin's the setter for p1 . ohgod , no wonder .

science - 59% C5

lousy setter is all i can say , she's not even a secondary2 teacher .

geography - 83% A1

wonderful . i love mrs tan .

history - 55% c6

my bad for this kind of score .

literature -78% A1

i love anything that has got to do with english .

home econs -73.75% A2(overall)

unexpectedly low . practical sucks duhh .

PEPP - 35.5 /50

Ahh , didn't study for this . sheer luck !

Art - 78%

rubbish .

alrights , enough . i'm more frustrated than enough already . i'm having a cold war with everyone in th house . refused to speak . i'm not trying to be unreasonable . you tell me i'm not a good sister . then what am i supposed to do ? i'm trying to teach him the right morale values . don't tell me it's wrong to return what rightfully isn't yours .

i had hell . you think i like to ignore you people ? it's like i'm struggling in th strong currents . you thought what , i'm not penniless enough ? i don't think i am fucking unreasonable . how long can you take to return tht mere amt of money ? my efforts on collecting these money to be spent . i'm not some rich taitai okays ? if you'd returned we both stand to gain .

i'm sorry but none will be resolved until i receive a reasonable word put in . i'm not angry about dad losing my USB but since i'm upset about tht money shit thingy , i want u guys to do smt about it so i'll make it more obvious . Money is root of all evil . sighs ..

morning wasn't great either , bad mood . late . apologies for being very suspicious at th playground . super hot weather . i did peep accidentally while being th catcher , and i did saw someone running but idk who , but then you all deny then fine lor . oh whatever . i mean it's not nice lor . esp when i'm in a bad mood ... with th scorching sun ...i don't want to voice out tht matter anyws .

yesterday ;

rather ok . ahhs , we made liu ls angry for not being serious . alwin , that sicko ... everything talk about lai ang . ask why can't this why whatever . one sentence : all you have to know or need to know is inside your textbook .

global audition has limited its access to certain countries only . aww ... they have wonderful songs . like natasha beddingfield's pocket of sunshine . bye ... shitass mood currently .