So Fcuked up today larrrhh...

so actually during science lesson, that josephine came to tell me today after school with the people involved go 119 bus-stop after school larrh. So i told ahning they all larh. Then we remember got the maths extra class so we intended to recess go tell them.

Anyway later recess le, then the Orlena came and say "Your friend chu shi le" So we rushed there, then there got crowd lor. Then that Josephine came and scolded me, but i felt it was more like nag then i couldnt take a word in. i was like "huh?" always people nag, i is on deaf-ear one.(e.g. my mum) Then i replied halfway the teacher(forgot what name) came and say "what happen?" Then we all like say "nothing nothing lor."

Then later i went to the canteen and walk back then like i was thinking about that josephine what she say just now. then the rachel and her friends walk past lar. Then later i think the rachel go tell Kimberly that i stare at her. Hello, wo gen ni wu chou wu hen i stare at you? maybe a misunderstanding lar, but then that kimberly maybe not happy with me then so called scolded me. But instead i felt weird cause like how come her eyes so black, cause i realised something, she put eyeliner. God i din wear my specs so i couldnt figure it out. then she was like nagging. Again i On my deaf-ears. I dun know why but its kind of a natural reaction.

So we went back the canteen and eat. Then Hweejun suddenly cry, God i hate to see people cry, once i see, yeah i cry too. Then yaoyao cried. LOLS. i din know why. It was like CONTAGIOUS! well, nahh, hweejun said she wanted to make those guys feel guilty. But i felt guilty, cause i thought she was crying all because of me. i felt guilty, i dun want to bring them down together with me.

So i think the josephine and friends thought i cry cause she scolded me. But there is only a few ways to make me cry. Well scolding isnt an option. Whatever you want to say, you go on. Or whoever that do not like me, okay im fine with it. Great the 2e2 matter solved and i learnt a lesson,"next time be bo chap like Oki." Well i also have gained something more precious than anything in the world, I HAVE REAL GOOD FRIENDS.
Hate me, its okay. I can take it. =D i knew all along josephine din like me. erm...i only know what Kimberly scolded me i dun know what that josephine told me.LOLS.

HweeJun is so open-minded, she said to me even if they hate you, you still say "hello" to them. It will make your day great but not theirs, because they will not be open-minded and will feel guilty. Maybe its a great lost to lose such a great friend.
Indeed, maybe i will heed hweejun's advice. Thanks my dear friends!;))